Tuesday, June 5, 2012
I'm so down.
I can't even.. :( I'm really sad. I don't know what to do. I can't be sad, I really just can't. I've never been like this in my life. I always see the good, or at least I always try to see the good in life. But now there's nothing. Nothing to hold on to, to look forward to. When did it all become so difficult? I'm not losing my faith, but I'm just really tired right now. I just want to be happy again, genuinely. The only thing that keeps me going is my family, and partly myself. Sometimes I feel as if I don't deserve good things, cos everything that I want to happen don't happen. I know I can't always have it my way, and I know there's a reason for this, but gosh, what the hell is it? :| I don't know. I really don't. Sigh. I guess I'll just need to get by again, like always.
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I know you've been through a lot. But there's always people beside you supporting you. You've helped me through a lot and that's who I've become today. I can't stops thinking of Tyler but I tried for you. I did what I can to be happy. I've met you and thats the greatest thing yet. You've showed me what really matters in life and not some stupid breakup where it could have killed me. You showed me everything I needed to know and you've been there for me step by step. Stay strong and never let something sink you. You're stronger than that because Oma always be by your side watching you float. If you sink I'll dive to save you. Don't let anything ruin your life the way it ruined mine. Ima always be here thought thick and thin no matter what. I love you best. -nancy
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