For awhile we pretended that we never had to end it, but we knew we had to say goodbye. Torn in two, and I know I shouldn't tell you but I just can't stop thinking of you. You, wherever you are; every night I almost call you, just to say part of me will always choose to be with you. I can say we'll be together, someday. But nothing lasts forever, nothing stays the same. So why can't I stop feeling this way?

Fear no one but yourself.

I am the problem. I don't know what I want and what I deserve. I always think so low about myself to the point I am so destructible. I am a lost soul and I hurt so easily. I hurt people's feelings around me silently and it's a shame. I am so insecure, not a single compliment helps. Why am I this way? What went wrong.. I am my own enemy and I hate myself for being this way. I need to know what I want. I need to be okay with the consequences. I need to be a better person, I should know better..