Tuesday, June 5, 2012

I'm so down.

I can't even.. :( I'm really sad. I don't know what to do. I can't be sad, I really just can't. I've never been like this in my life. I always see the good, or at least I always try to see the good in life. But now there's nothing. Nothing to hold on to, to look forward to. When did it all become so difficult? I'm not losing my faith, but I'm just really tired right now. I just want to be happy again, genuinely. The only thing that keeps me going is my family, and partly myself. Sometimes I feel as if I don't deserve good things, cos everything that I want to happen don't happen. I know I can't always have it my way, and I know there's a reason for this, but gosh, what the hell is it? :| I don't know. I really don't. Sigh. I guess I'll just need to get by again, like always.