I love my life and all, but sometimes I can't help but think that I may not be living it the way I want to.
I want to be able to decide for myself and live up to it. I want to be able to make mistakes and be okay with them as long as I'm learning. I want to be able to do what I want to do and be trusted that I'm not doing anything wrong, because I know my limitations. I want to choose for myself, to be independent, but I can't do all these because I feel as though everything is planned out for me. They've decided what kinds of things they want to happen in my life. Please don't get me wrong, I know they're only trying to protect me and to provide better things for me, but I want to feel alive. I want to live my life. If only they know what I feel, it wouldn't be this difficult.. :/
