It hurts more than I ever imagined. I miss you so much and it hurts so badly. I know this is just a phase, but damn, how long do I have to feel this way? I miss everything about you; the way you laugh and cry, the way you look at me when you're sorry, mad, happy or sad. The way you look when you sleep, those moments I doubted you because it didn't seem like you actually meant what you've told me; or because you were lazy and you don't listen to anyone when your mind is set to something you want. I miss fighting with you, and how irritated you get when I interrupt you while you're talking. I miss it when you get mad at me because I don't listen to you. No matter how opposite we are, we are so alike at the same time. I guess I just miss you, maybe? It's been almost a month now and I really do wish you're happy where you are. I hope it's nice and that life is treating you well.
